Focus from the Heart
You are asking about your physical vessel. We will address this now. When you came to the planet, you said you would assist the entire Earth. Much was expected of you, but your intention was to do much as well.
You knew that healing others and helping them to heal themselves would be a reward for your soul. This is one major lesson. This is why you enjoy this healing work. It helps you to heal yourself.
This is your path, and you are on the right one, because you feel the connection to the angels as you are healing. We are teaching you that when you focus on the angelic qualities, you become more of the light that you are, you see. There are no physical illnesses. That's an illusion, friend, and hard to understand when you are in a physical body.